We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh.

People must be wondering what'd happened to me, i love all my readers who care and concern about me. I don't think they're Kpo but instead i think you all really love me alot, HAHA! I don't like to an eye for an eye probably because i read too much about jesus? Nah, i just believe in karma, maybe not now but in future, people who BULLY me will get their karma, HAHAHAHAHA. Wanna know more about me, add me at my msn which is just right below ABOUT ME on the left! :D

Oh well, I can't wait for my birthday to arrive like seriously.
The very first thing to do is that, i'm gonna get a car lisence and interview for airline, party with sisters and earn money because i doubt i will continue my studies ): i don't know man! My life is so complicated now so as for now, i just need to chill myself :) and i wanna thanks vivian just now, love you to the max! Yeah, like i said sometimes you gotta chill/relax yourself before do/say whatever things =) hope life for you guys will be good though there's up and down, as long as you stand firmly, nothing gonna beat you down!
And,
I live for my family members, i live for myself, i live for my bff and i don't live for any passerby who stepped into my life and left as when they wanto, perhaps one day that particular passerby might turn into someone who is part of my life :) i can't predict my future, i've no idea who will be the one holding my hands and walk with me for the rest of my life, yes i'm thinking so far now, i can't take one step at a time, i only know that i needa plan for my future, i can't sit down and think yet not do anything to it. All i wanna do is just earn money, take up practical need sums of money, mum and dad are getting older each day, its time to work hard and give them good life. This world full of lies, it's best to only believe yourself. Mark my words :)

Randomly,
Gona thru many things last year and i don't know what will be happen this year ): maybe the rest of my life will a bad one? Hmmm, this is me, a pessimistic person who always think of the negative ways better than to fall deeply with great disappointment in the end haha.
Yeah and now i could hardly comprehend what guys are thinking. If there's a chance to rebirth, i'll entrust myself to my lovely faithful daddy, hehehe.
I think i'm the most silly and stupid girl in this world who can tolerate what'd been happening and just forgive everything like as if there's nothing happened. In my mind, i just think that it's all purely my fault who started saying something like i think i got your answer, goodluck and all the best when there's actually nothing happen. Till now, my heart stays and believe you, believe whatever you said, i don't know if its true but i choose to believe you. I don't care what other people says, gossip about, i really dont care so much about them, about how the way they look at me, pointing at me saying how stupid i am, lost girl's pride and woo a guy because i don't see there's anything wrong to woo the guy we love, no? I'm not refering to anyone out there, its just what i'm feeling right now, feel like pen it all down.
I'm getting way to emo seriously, i just wanna stop all these and live happily, i don't know if i'm able to but i promise i'll try my best :) As long as i know i've tried my best, i've put in my effort perhaps too much and causes so hard for me to get out. As long as i still can hang on, i'll never wanto give up despite how heart broken i'm now, crying like an idiot during night just to get myself to bed, i just wanna pursuit my happiness or maybe i've yet to explore the world. Hmm i don't know, i'll miss you and i'll love you forever ( Vivian teo quote :) ) A lot of things are just so hard to say, i don't wanna assume anything, i just believe what i see in my own eye. I don't wanna say so much down here, i'm trying myself to forget everything and lastly i choose to believe you, no matter what.
Goodnight, time is up.