I've grown up

I love to chat with people who have lots of experience, who gone thru so many ups and down in their life and it'll be great if they share it with me.
I've absorp many advices from people who are older than me 4 years and so, i feel very comfortable chatting with them. Thank you very much, Renata's mummy and Sister :)
I don't know how to express myself, i don't know how to communicate with people because i'm shy to take the initative to talk. I don't know how to socialise with people whom i don't know but i know i love making friends :)
I've learnt so many things, i've realised so much that now i know i needa work hard for my future but most importantly enjoy the process. I've set my goal and i need, must aim for it.
I needa untangle the knot inside my heart asap, i've not much time left to think so much about those unnecessary things because there are so many things for me to do, laziness must never pull me down. Waste a day at home equivalen to wasting 24 hours of your life. We have to make use of the 24 hours to find a job, to do some useful things.
There are so many things i wanna pen down but my english language pull me down, laughs.
I just wanna get over it and stop thinking so much, so pointless.
Goodnighty people, hope you guys have a good sleep, tomorrow will be a better day.
And please do share with me what's troubling you all :) I'll be the best listener and perhaps adviser.