Monday, December 21, 2009

Bighead

I'm awake because i'm sweating like mad and am now browsing thru the Institute of Technical Education's booklet, thinking of what to do next year but I still can't make up my mind! Maybe that's the reason why my head spinning right round just now lol.
And another sad note,
i'm not working at expo on the 25th already! ): no money no money and there goes my thought of taking private o ruined lol.
There's advantages and disadvantages of private and ite.
I've already wasted one year repeating and so if i choose to take private o and let's say if i fail (fainted) i'll waste another year, money and so therefore these are the reasons why i'm vexing about.
Well, ITE is not a bad choice to choose actually. Okay i really don't know ugh! ):
My sister asked what do i want to in future, i went i don't know and she said why not you go work, earn money and do whatever you want after that.
Oh man i wanna go THAILAND! Like wtf i saw people's post about their thailand trip and bought lots of things back, holy! I know i'm very random but this thing come running thru my mind so sudden! Let's save money, put everything aside and go for a holiday! ^^
Okay back to topic, so i'm vexing of what to choose so that i won't regret and waste my time anymore. Is either Retail line/Beauty! Omg i think my answer is very obvious but i think because i have no choice. Life's meaningless when everything is not on my way!
I wanna Thanks vivian because she's worry for me (: and i wanna congrats to her cause she make it and eleena too (: goodluck okay. Goodluck for myself too! ^^ life gonna begin and stress is building up, becoming a habit of how J speak HAHA.


Goodnight.
Rest well people.

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