Let well alone

Why

2011-05-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

I am just an ugly, fake bitch from head to toe, in and out.

You are not alone

2011-04-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl now It's because...
-Bf finally agreed to go Universal Studio with me, this coming Thursday ;))
-I've no excuse not to drive car now
-Taiwan will be our first spot instead of BKK.
-I'm gonna get a new bed soon
-Things get better & hope It will remain good, hmm.

Browsing & reading through my old posts, how emotional I am, how much I hate to be alone but now, I am not anymore.. Be it with or without a partner, i realized that my family members never fail to be there for me ;) I'm glad & contented. Yes, I often wish if I have this & that but I'll always remind and asked myself, If life's hard, compare to what?.
And In a relationship now, I learn more things such as how to expect less, be more generous & be a good forgiver. Most importantly, please stay happy everyone even if it's not for yourself, do it for sake of people who love you ;)

Should i delete all the old posts to start anew or leave it as a memories? xoxo

Finally!!

2011-03-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm finally back updating my rusty blog. In fact i've been coming back for few time to update but, i typed & back space, typed & closed the site due to laziness tsk!
I'm a happy girl now cause I just got myself a net book Red in color ( cool shit ) yesterday without any second thought. $500 gone in a day. & maybe this is the reason why I'm finally here typing...

Okay, life's been great excluding all the quarrels etc..

This guy come across my life, now be a part of me, sharing all the bad & good things together, he make me miss my family members more because I'm often at his place. Whenever I'm back home, the next following day when we met again, it feels like I'm in love again but It's with the same person. He make me smile most of the time & he never give up on me & himself.

& that's when I love you.

xoxo

2011

2011-01-17T02:14:00.000+08:00

It's 2011. So, please get a life lol.

Less than a month to CNY'2011, about time to shop for CNY's clothes.

And people who took their o's level result few days back, I hope It's what you guys'd expected or even better than that, because I believe all of you did your best :) all the best and look forward to school starts again! As for those who did not done well for It, It's okay! Try again!

And for me, I. Wanna. Go. Back. Study. Too, Like. Soon! :)

Feburary's

-Little baby Quinel's one year old birthday celebration :) on the 3rd of CNY!

-Valentine's day on the 14th, who wanna be my date? ^^

-Huifang's 19th birthday lol. 27th february, please take note!

Where's all my old birds? Maybe i'd lost all of them :)

xoxo

I think god can explain

2010-12-30T05:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, i didn't know that my last updated post was 3 months ago and i'd locked it.

Therefore, i am back again. Too many things and pictures for me to upload and update. I hope i am able to finish it by today but still i will cut everything short :)

So right after, it was my baby sister's :) sister lam drove us down to heeren, had TGIF for dinner, celebrated over there.

Ever best, because you know they will never compare the past and now, who's more nice to each other.

And if we will have to compare, the answer is pretty obvious.

Few pictures will do.

And thanks blogger, wtf i can't browse and upload a single photo now? Thanks man.

Next up, will be halloween's party.

Nothing much to update because all people did during that night was party?

And it'll be pictures that do the talking but... how great at this moment, blogger doesn''t allow.

Followby, SisterLam's birthday.

We decided and held at hotel, a great, awesome, wonderful hotel room party :)

No picture again, suckup?~

Maybe i should do numbered list? Will upload all the pictures soon then?

Sister's birthday celebration ( TGIF )
Halloween's party ( Zouk/St James )
SisterLam's birthday celebration ( swiss hotel )

All above was during October-November.

Thus during Novemeber, quite a number of activites I did.

Had DIY with my baby sisters at Yishun dam. It was nice weather and awesome gathering.
Met up with the wonderful girls on the 22nd, Advance christmas celebration, had korea's dinner located at one of hotel and exchange of xmas gift!
JB trip with Renata, my sister and her boyfriend on the 27th, massage was great painful though! Got a nice white watch too.

A lot more that i can't remember? No picture = composition.

By the way, 2 more days to 2011. It'll definitely be better than past few years.

You wrote your words into the book so anxiously.

And I shut the fuck up, thanks man

Better be glad you found.....

Because in my eye, you're nothing ever since.... you're not as nice as i thought.

Beer leading me the way tonight

2010-10-09T02:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY TO RENATA, GIRLFRIEND!

Reached home from beach cabana, celebrated Renata's birthday.

Ugly plus lobster me, all the ugly pictures.

Another celebration tomorrow with the sisters.

Xoxo

October

2010-10-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

Amazing that i'm here to update, again though i've work tomorrow and it's bloody full shift.
Can't wait for this coming weekend, which is the 9th and 10th because i'm off and two bday celebration to attend.
Spent over my budget for this month, it's only the 2nd day of the month, boo!
Bought two pairs of new shoe, 10 merchandise, foods, book and many more within 6 days, GG.
Preparing to eat grass at the end of two weeks (lol)
But happy note, because i'm gonna meet my PI on this coming Tuesday! Hope everything goes smoothly and quickly!

Feeling sleepy, goodnight.

Ikea

2010-09-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

Be glad that i'm afternoon shift tomorrow thus i'll have the little time of mine to update.

Went ikea two days ago with two of my little sisters.

A lot of furnitures and beautiful things caught my eye, wanna go there again soon and i'm craving for ikea's ice-cream now, boo.

Naughty Eunice captured Jasmin and Me when we were ordering foods!

Saw that plate of chicken wings, hehe.

They insisted to take a photo before i can eat my kid meal!

Picture again!

Lazy to upload the rest, all little vain pots (lol)

Okay, i will stop here at this moment.

Update again. xoxo!

Scary eye, scaring you lol.

Hair

2010-09-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

This was the black long hair, before i did something to it.

And wanted to turn my hair into blonde, went bought two bottles of blonde hair dye and did myself.

Unhealthy scalp or hair and it turned out to be very light brown? (lol) don't look like the previous post picture i posted yea?

And a month later, went back watson to bought one black hair dye (LOL)

And it turned out to be like this.

But surprisingly, my colleague said, she want to something like this, looks like natural brown.

And so i got it shorten and rebonded, i did not perm.

I wanna colour my hair to ash blonde/ash brown ever since the first time failed doing blonde.

I think blonde is too loud for me. Hmmm.

Time for a change., maybe shave one side of my hair too. GOOD IDEA but only when i've the courage to lol.

Back to where the post, Memories is killing me.
In fact after a hard cried that night, I am doing okay right now.
Though alone is what i hate but some time, it's what i wish to be.
Alone but happy rather than with people with sadness/hatred instead.
People come and go, it's part and parcel and life.
*When you know you aren't featured highly on someone else's scale of importance, it's time to move only/let go. -@kennysia.
Not gonna get involve with anything, not gonna think, not gonna dream (lol).
It's time to wake up, it's really time to.... been in lalaland too long.
MEETING THE SISTERS TOMORROW!
Sweet dream.

It's too coincidence

2010-09-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

Oh dear, something weird happened last night when i viewed that little ass's profile, rather scary i could say.

Maybe it's fate la huh....... HA HA. Okay whatever. But it's too coincidence when you can't make yourself believe that it's a random tagged.

Another side note to mention,

Thanks to this sweet little girl, Renata because she updated her blog about me as her cover page HA HA.

Dear girl, after seeing this picture, do you miss those moment, period and days? (: Be happy la, cya soon!

And,

I kind of miss this hair color of mine, which was the blonde that i mentioned earlier on which i wanted, and it turned out to be like this, and one lil monkey said look weird when i went to met him!

This is the only picture that is obvious.

Okay, next post about hair!

Xoxo

memories is killing me

2010-09-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Being alone is what i hate yet what i always been.

You know how i wish to wake up next to you.

You know how much i wish to be yours.

How i wish it could be as easy as this two little kids.

Where are all my girlfriends? please come salvage me this little miss silly, who acted strong in front of him and everyone.

I am so tired of moving on, i find no reason for me to move on, you know. I'm stuck, stuck into this.

You know i miss ya a lot, you do.

I am not gonna pen down everything here, i'll be okay soon.

It's just complicated.

Remember me tonight because this is last time i'm gonna cry hard.

xoxo

張宇-曲終人散

2010-09-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

Oh guys, this is the first time i upload a youtube video here. It's a sad old song by the way and also i wanted to upload another one but youtube doesn't allow me to, that's sad.

Please don't emo one corner but enjoy it (:

xoxo

Love me because i'm fragile, i thought i'm strong

2010-09-19T00:06:00.001+08:00

The second post of the day.

I was reading all my old posts before starts on this second post.

Somehow missing Jill, my past reader who always commented on my posts.

I am stronger, i am doing good than before. I am glad.

If fear doesn't kill me yet, then nothing will.

Goodnight

Being alone is the most sadness thing in life.

2010-09-18T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'd not been here for almost one month, locked my blog because i did not have the time to really sit down and update it.

I am just pretty busy with work.

Busy with plans on hand that i want to fulfill it asap.

Busy replenish my beauty sleep.

Okay, wanted to change my blogskin, background into a gorgeous one (lol) before i unlock it but i gotta admit, i am not good at all thus i'd remain the old and boring one.

Taken before kbox session, it was at my baby's sister place.

We girls are addicted and so into singing ever since the promotion starts at k box.

And we went twice a week despite we'd work the next day.

At least, i met with few of my girlfriends during the week when i'm off to update each other about how's life going on, seems like life's unpredictable. Anything can happen any time without any hint but glad all of them are doing okay.

Time to time, everyone grown up.

Finally realized what do they want in life, that's good.

There's this saying, time prove and heal everything. Indeed.

Doing what you want is freedom, liking what you do is happiness.

Be happy always people, remember you only live once and live for yourself.

*Will promise to update often. Xoxo

2010-08-20T00:11:00.001+08:00

BE RIGHT BACK..

Back at one.

2010-08-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Shit happen, happening.

Fml.

I know who I can't live without

2010-07-06T01:56:00.001+08:00

Yay because one third of my things are done (:

My hair, new flatz (bought wrong size though lol) and eyebrow treading.

Next coming up will be my driving lessons and next week is my ftt, imma sure it'll be a fail ):<

Good game, all the best to me.

And lastly, my school starts on the late august and i can't wait to go back to school's life though this time need not to wear uniform but, i miss carrying my tote bag to school. It's totally cool shitz and life will be different because i get to enjoy both school and work's life. My schedule will be pack like damn because i'm working on three activities per week. Hmm

Oh by the way, despite i skip new moon and went caught eclipse last night with sister and her's friends.

I love the part when they start to fight, agree? Eward and Bella super sweet but it's a bit long-winded and I think that Eward's dad is very handsome old man (: overall still thumbs up for the show! Breaking dawn next. What will the story gonna be and oh well, heard that Eward die in the end? Hmmm.

Okay, it's time for bed. Goodnight.

Update again real soon.

babygirl

2010-06-09T15:05:00.002+08:00

BACK @ 12.15am.

I am off tomorrow, supposedly working tomorrow and off on friday but i went to switched over due to some personal reason and so now it's too late to change back, oh wells just forget it then.

Since i'm off tomorrow again, i'll definitely be back to update this pace here tonight because i'm gonna capture lots of pictures as my family members and me will be celebrate babygirl's advance birthday (:

My adorable babygirl.

stay tune!

Though i'm pretty lazy to continue my words but still i am here, just to keep my promise that i made.

Like always, it's fun day with the kins.

She's getting more and more hyper and active each day, love to crawl around!

Never ever gonna have the chance to capture a proper one!

And there she finally took a peep at me!

Fabian, my nephew.

Mummy of fabre&fabian.

Lazy to upload the rest.

Happy advance one years old birthday to my babygirl <3

SORRY TO MY VIVIAN BABY that i never meet her today, next time okay <3

And before i leave this pace,

i was at this pretty mummy's home last night (: wondering if she's okay not, now.

Hope so <3

Goodnight.

Back at one

2010-05-24T16:05:00.001+08:00

Shrek forever after with Jas and Eun yesterday at J8.

We had KOI, hazel nut flavour lol.

Met Renata and gorgeous sister after that, chilled at ECP.

Only the right company makes the trip goes smoothly, pleasant and memorable one.

More to come anyway.

Will upload the pictures once i got it from them.

It's another off days, i love my off days!

Be it outside or home, as long as not with people that will sapz my energy away.

Wanted to go for hair treatment today but i think i'm gonna drop this idea, again. Hmmm.

And sadly no more BKK trip this coming oct already, might be going genting.

Perhaps not that fun but right company the matters.

Saving money, plan and set an aim in progress.

Okay, am now reading all the old posts and laughing to myself like an idiot, maroon and retarded girl.

Deleting one by one in progress.

Especially all those emo shitz, bo liao one.

When we say we're okay, can't be bothered but deep down somehow we mind.

Only when time make you sober, you'll find all these just a piece of shitz.

baby's a gift from god.

2010-05-20T01:30:00.003+08:00

This is the only person that able to brighten up my day.

I miss her very much now, wanna go visit her soon.

Aint she cute enough to make you can't resist yourself to give her a hug/kiss on her cute little face.

I wanna see her right now.

On a lighter note,

I dont know what to do.

I fucking hate people who don't know me well and act like as if they know me for years.

Gossip, despice and listen to rumours.

And each and everytime, i don't know why i got so fuckup.

Why should i mind? Why and now i'm moving on like i don't know all of them.

I just wanna be a fuck up girl, yes i wanna be this way.

yada yada yada~

oh well, I think J miss me cause he's asking me for movie ( the loser ) tomorrow and hey there's late night movie tomorrow? No gurantee again. Fuck him lol. Sounds so wrong.

Whatever isit,

i'll just solve everything tomorrow.

Goodnight xoxo.

Alive

2010-05-16T22:11:00.001+08:00

BE RIGHT BACK!

Back @ 1.30am with a sleepy face.
While waiting for my phone to back up, am here to update a short post.
By the way, my desktop is alive now and supposedly a happy mode but now sleepy mode lol because i've been waiting and waiting for everything to be done but it takes forever to be okay.

And there you go, a picture to keep you all entertain lol.

Goodnight.

Will do a proper update soon, i promise.

When im kissing you

2010-05-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

If one day i'm blind, i hope you're here to lead me the way.

I think it's time for my eye to get a rest and sufficient of breath.

On a lighter happier note,

I collected my new passport yesterday :)

Arrived around 11.30am, a lot of people and i mean A LOT.

For your information,

there were 159 people in the queue-d before me :)

but oh wells, i must say it was fast. Made me waited only about 30-40 mintues because they come up a very good idea,

those who wanna do passport or renew and such, just have to fill up the form and drop, they provide nets machines, glue, pens and staples :) thus for collection, only need 5 minutes!

Then headed to bugis junction since it's nearest shopping mall and had a great chat with my ex-colleagues.

Met sister for lunch and back to her homey, saw baby denise <3<3.

Getting cuter each day, miss her each and everytime!

Till the night, Renata mama and co came pick me up and we headed to airport PARTY lol.

WoAiTaiMei finally back from Taiwan.

On an exciting mood,

meeting sisters for supper tonight.

Gonna have lots of fun inside the car for sure with lovelights and happysamsam!

Am i able to catch up with them for movie?

Hmmm.

Okay, i wanto upload pictures so much but i can't. I miss my computer, it's rotting sigh!

Wells, i've gotta go for good.

My eye getting blur and blur.

Hope my rashes vanish like magic soon!

God bless me.

Black in action.

2010-04-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

My scale is itching since yesterday ): am allergic to the chemical which contains inside the hair dye i suppose.

sigh, should i seek the doctor? Maybe i need to.

Oh wells, my passport is aready for collection from tomorrow onwards, whoohoo and when is my pay day!

-I want to straighten my curl hair, the pony look damn ugly now lol.

-I wanna go genting with friends too, oh dear!

-This week is party week :) this saturday gonna party at the airport lol.

Okay,

i've something more important to decide.

Vexing about what course to take, list of courses.

-business

-Accounting

-Law

-Secretary

or Double diploma in Business Administration & Private Secretary.

Am interested in japanese conversation too LOL!

I'll have to decide it by this week, before May starts.

Ciaos!

感謝する J.

2010-04-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

Using sister's lappy now and many things updated! -happy mood.

Butter fac anniversary.

All the beautiful girls, exclude me.

Smoking area.

Ugly me!

All the new faces.

Us with gorgeous peizhen.

Eyeohz with me.

And lastly,

Feels happy to update everything that i've always been waiting to :)

Feels happy that i'm finally using lappy/com.

Feels really happy that finally i manage to update myself from gfs's blog :)

Lastly,

Wanna party with all my girlies soon.

S for sorry.

2010-04-17T03:59:00.000+08:00

hello earth, i'm back to update my blog (: oh wells, my computer died on me thus i did not update so often like before and since now i'm at my sister's place therefore, im updating a short post (: anyhow, i won't close down my blog but will rarely update, sorry for that ):

My life now is just into work, work and just work.

But, on a happier note,

am meeting baby denise tomorrow! Awww.

Will take more pictures and upload if possible okay.

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!

Just logged in to nuffnang and all my readers decreased, DECREASED INSTEAD.

How can! Ugh.

WILL PROMISE TO UPDATE VERY, SOON.

Goodnighty and sleep well to everyone.

Follow me!

2010-04-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

The first day of work was tired like how i used to work at PRL, miss working there though.
So currently working at shaw house/isetan, salee 70% banana republic items :) cool shit.
Yesterday was a tired day, more and more cartons are coming in and last night we did 174, tired but fun :)
Update again!

Oh okay, i'm astounded that Justin bieber, sean kingston and GazCopper are my followers! Damn cool.
Follow me on twitter! http://twitter.com/huifangk see you!

Be cool = stay calm

2010-04-05T06:09:00.000+08:00

Hi all, surprise that i'm updating at this time? (: lol.

Ph last Saturday with sister Lam and few friends, got home at 0530 in the dawn!

Unpleasent things happened, sucha spoiler(s).

There's really a difference between heels to club and not.

But heels can really fucking kill pair of your leg!

Okay, my hair really a spoiler.

Spoil my mood, everyday!

Should i go for rebonding or just treatment? Hmmm.

Oh, am working for gap bazaar i suppose, from today till 22th (:

Thanks Celeste because she know i'm Jobless lol! $$$$.

Okay anyhow, i'm gonna get new pair of flats and heels soon, i mean real soon!

So, won't be update so often.

You know you miss me (:

Easter day!

2010-04-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

This or this? Drooling.

And what about have some,

Pancakes! Whoooo.

Feel like catching some movies, like

and

okay this is 1981 film HAHA, super old school leh.

I'M SO HUNGRY THAT I COULD EAT A WHOLE COW! lol.

Stupid J is on his way to road trip for 3d2n, when can i meet him and get my dress!

I'll just get it from his cute maid then! ^^ heh.

Ciaos!

2010-04-02T05:54:00.000+08:00

IPHONE'S A KILLER!

It's april fool day!

2010-04-01T12:14:00.001+08:00

Seems like i'm into facebook's cute games!

Like hotel city, resturant city and all the cities lol.

Randomly,

it's 12pm and i heard the bell ringing!

Well, back to topic.

went party last minute with my dear sister and madeline (:

It was so damn out of sudden my sister called me to prepare for party and i was like, could it be april fool's prank but nah.

Clarke quay instead of ph last night and the fun only started at 2am.

Party again soon all my girls!

Hit the bed at 7am this morning and got my ass up at 11am, awesome!

Received a prank text from my sister, damn her.

Was wondering what isit that i talk behind her back, cool shit.

And Renata got pissed because her respond was like, what? HAHA.

Plan tonight? Hmmm.

OH WELL, NO PHOTO! HAHA.

P/s: i miss both my boyfriends now lol. (laughs)

Cool/Cute, i like lol

2010-03-31T22:34:00.003+08:00

This or this?

I want both lol.

-fuckyeahmalemodels.tumblr.com

should i

2010-03-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

All the party people.

No 'future' tonight but an awesome one tomorrow i suppose.

Yayness, finally meeting Lam and Chong tomorrow for dinner and party (:

Hopefully it will be a successful one, sister not gonna join us though ):

Okay, i'm so boring right now,

should i create tumblr? Hmmmm.

I need you more.

2010-03-28T22:09:00.001+08:00

You will never need me like how much i need you

Too many what if.

2010-03-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, Jinhong!

Happy advance birthday, Vivian!

I'm so lazy to blog ):<

I wanna go massage!

I wanna eat, sleep, eat and sleep.

I think i'm one of the cutest pig in the pig's family, hehe.

(JUST KIDDING)!

Ciaos.

suck it

2010-03-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

INSERT A VERY S I A N FACE!

I wanna go genting/bangkok, very much ):

I'm so B O R E D.

Can't wait wed to arrive, I WANNA GO OUT.

I'm okay with anywhere.

The best is out of singapore for a moment, at least one day and i'll be happy like siao ding dong!

Aw, left out something.

I'VE YET TO RENEW MY PASSPOST, lolol!

sleepy face

2010-03-22T04:05:00.000+08:00

Downloading apps to my phone right now,

insert a super sleepy face.

Goodnight lol.

The beats getting nothing.

2010-03-21T08:39:00.000+08:00

Taking care a drunkard ain't easy at all! laughs.

Anyway, ph last wed with mama.

She needs to chill, need it so badly.

On our way there.

This lady made it happening, indeed HAHA.

And i fucking lost my phone's connector protector at ph, suck it.

Well, just hope after that day, you will be strong enough to face and make the decision your own.

Cry doesn't help, you gotta stand firmly and fight against for yourself.

And really grateful to kenny'eo that night.

VivianT and friends were there too.

I had enjoyed myself for the past two days with my sisters.

Baby denise getting cuter each day, ohmyohmy!

The wig she wore and my face look fat here >:

Polaroid, thats explain why (photo's quality)

Fri, 19/03.

headed down to amk hub, sent my dear watch (bought by mummy) to repair, can only be collect 1 month later, damn upset, am really do :(

So, cherish and treasure things around you before there's a no way to salvage it.

Hopefully my watch will be totally fine.

Had MOF for dinner and roamed around fair price.

Train-ed back to sissy's homey and chill.

Mummy, daddy and lao san ain't there, i miss them all though lol.

The very next day,

Got prepared and went novena square, been ages since i last go there.

Had Thai express, yumyum and it's hot though, really hot i mean.

Homed about 8pm and i'm missing denise already, awwww!

kinship is the best, i must really say.

Oh well, march ending in 9 days time. That's fast, agree?

And talking about this, all the bills are coming my way and i'm prepared for it.

So well prepared to get scolding.

Okay whatever, i'm bored, i'm jobless and i'm hungry now!

Ciaos.

Wander aimlessly, seems like all my hopes and everything vanished, real vanished. SIGH!

Give up(not)

2010-03-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

Seems like there's nothing for me to blog already, hmmm.

But that doesn't mean i'll give up on blogging just like i'll not give up on pursuit my happiness and go on.

Why should i give up myself when i've lovely and precious family members who always there for me,

be it i'm happy or sad.

What about awesome sisters i have.

And great friends i have, you know who you are :)

people can only give up on her/himself, not on others.

Well, i'm super bored.

I'm jobless and rotting at home! Aw.

What can i do? Hmmm

If only

2010-03-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

Miracle do happen, if you believe in it.

How i wish your name appear at my phone every morning when i open my eyes.

life could be better

2010-03-11T01:06:00.001+08:00

Edited @ 2.30am.
Hi all, i'm back on blogger.
Just went browse thru sister's blogshop clothes, found out that all not bad.
Feel like getting few pieces for myself ^^!
http://www.my21stcloset.blogspot.com/!
Ignore my ugly face, focus on the clothes lolol!
Anything drop me comments or contact me at 92259665.
Tada~

Watching down with love right now, just starts with ep1.

love Autumn's concerto the best (Y).

Anyway, i wanna thanks some people who brighten up my life, to let me know/knock into my head that life aint that bad afterall.

Thanks all my real blood and sworn sisters, Eunice and Jasmin (:
Thanks amy cousin for being there at times.

Thanks T for the heart to heart jewellery, birthday present.

Thanks to all my gfs as well.

But,

it's hanging around me still. (sigh)

Lastly,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, TERENCE.

Goodnight.

Happy (not).

2010-03-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

Never ask me about how's my interview going so far.

Don't ask me how am i doing lately.

All i could say is just three letters, three words, fml.

Only sisters know what'd happened to me two days ago.

I'm really so upset with it, out of sudden why am i still thinking of it when i'm not suppose to.

Please grant me my wishes

2010-03-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm updating for the sake of Renata!

And i'm really stress now a days because everything happen way too fast.

Anyway, am going interview silk air this coming saturday.

All the best to me, pretty please.

Goodnight.

Happy belated birthday to me, 27/02

Myself

2010-02-28T21:20:00.001+08:00

For whatever i want, i need, from today onwards i'll get it using both of my own hands.

My tears bursting out, out of sudden. Feeling so insecure, unloved, feeling as if i'm living in a world of my own. It's time to sleep, tomorrow gonna be a better day. Goodnight

P:s/ I know you ain't on purpose, i'll forgive you, always.

Burden(s)

2010-02-26T06:37:00.000+08:00

I'm back as the episodes are still loading.

So well, as for the jobs that i'd interviewed past few days.

Its like another burden for me, hmmm.

Afterall, Air stewardess is still the one i wish to be :)

From what i heard, not easy though.

Shall just go for it.

Second round of interview @ redwoods advance should be on monday, so just wish me all the best.

Shall not talk so much about it.

One day, you'll just see me on the plane and smiling wide? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BYEBYE

Sisters united.

2010-02-26T06:00:00.003+08:00

Shall adjust all the pictures to the medium rather Small instead.

Met sisters at orchard, roamed around (:

We are at River island :D

Then to Jasmin's homey!

That's Jasmin, Me, Eunice and my real blood sissy.

Before the steamboart session starts.

The dessert time.

Lao Yu Sheng! Super funny!

We played blackjack and in between.

(lazy to elaborate) hehe.

Jasmin drove us home! ^^

Fun day.

Be back soon ^^

Watching Autum concerto's 20 now!

Yayness.

2010-02-24T01:16:00.001+08:00

I got into second round for the Redwoods Advance Interview! :D

And i have got into the Freelance, Imodel holdings company :)

But i gotta pay $690 for the 1st photo shoot, for 5 outfits. Hmmm

Well, i will just return both calls tomorrow and let's see how!

So now, i will just upload all the photos taken at kailing's homey!

Hopefully all (:

Yeah, that's more actually but hmmm hahaha.

Anyway, i know it's messy but i'm lazy to arrange!

Really having a hard to arrange it >:

So bear with it okay.

Well, i have more pictures to upload.

Sisters United day!

Come back soon okay dokey <3

Goodnight

First try

2010-02-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

Just got back from paya lebar and the weather is really a disaster!

The person who interviewed me is much friendly but i doubt i can pass?

No confident at all.

Pass me some thus i can worry less and get prepare (:

And can you imagine, i'm famished this morning till now >:

Going for another interview sooner.

All the best to me.

Life's really down

2010-02-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

I'm crying right now, because of this and that.

FML poopoo.

2010-02-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Bank's company and Imodel called me today.

And so i'm going down to interview tomorrow @ paya lebar and Clarke quey tomorrow.

Wish me all the best okay.

And now i can't find formal wear for bank's interview.

WTFISH! >:

Goodnight

You never know how strong you're until being strong is the only choice you've.

2010-02-22T13:07:00.001+08:00

Well, these pictures was all taken at Kailing's homey.

Many more pictures are still with her! >:

Will upload once i receive it.

On an exciting mood,

I'm going Lammy's homey tonight :D

Increase of pictures to upload.

Come back again tonight okay.

And lastly, have a great day ahead.

Goodbye

Own it, Breathe it, live it, like you mean it.

2010-02-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

Will update very soon with ton of pictures.

Please stay, don't go (:

Goodnight world, yours truly is totally worn out.

Tsktsk

2010-02-20T13:54:00.000+08:00

So now all the new year goods like vases and nothing else!

Homey full of vases HAHAHAHA.

Joke of the day, goodbye.

Someone who called Daiso is waiting for me.

Need motivation, please.

2010-02-20T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hell need some motivation to blog.

I'm getting way to lazy to upload pictures and type down how interesting my life been, (ya right!) HAHA.

My keyboard is living with the dusts already, thats poorthing.

Anyway, i've planned my schedule and sharing it with you all, how nice hehe.

But very first thing to annouce,

HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY TO MY SISTER.

Like mummy like daughter, both cutie.

Like sister like sister, both small size HAHAHA.

I miss how we used to sleep together in a room, i miss how much fun we had spent together during the night, chatting before tuck in to bed. I miss you so much, all this 18 years and you're now married happily and sucha cute baby girl, i'm tearing though because i miss you sister.

Anyway, you won't be happen to read my blog but i'll still have to say, enjoy yourself at Taiwan.

Misses, always.

And goodluck for your Tp, on the 24th march.

Okay, back to my schedule (:

I'm going for health check up this tuesday, aw injection )': hehe.

And whoever wanto meet me on the 25/26/27th, just give me a call.

I think i'm free, I THINK haha.

Gonna check it out silk air interview opening will be on which date and day.

Interview asap! ^^ Goodluck to me hur.

Not forgetting to take up practical too.

Just wish me goodluck for everything okay, plenty of love giving out HAHA.

I'm gonna grab a bite now before my grastic problem starts.

And another happy note, i've got hurs's bag and ladies top last night (:

Working with friendly and cute colleagues, make my day brighten up seriously.

Goodbye, have a great day ahead.

Movie movie!

2010-02-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

All's well End's all 2010, anybody?!

It's time for

2010-02-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

HEALTH CHECK UP, HAHAHAHAHA.

I know it's not funny at all.

Anyway, i wanna or should i say i needa go for health check up soon but,

dear god, i'm little scare of injection >:

What's more, so many things to do before injection.

Like, cannot drink and eat the day before and blah blah blah, like ley chey >:

TELL ME HOW LEH.

Another thing to do,

i can finally see that my hair actually growing, HAHAHA.

Now look like leopard skin, black mix with yellow/brown ):

needa do colour again.

Whatever, i'm so boring now.

Can't wait for sister and lammy to come!

Party party!

Ps:/ All the ladies report to the dance floor! LOL

All's well End's well

2010-02-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

Hello, am i too late >:

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and Belated VALENTINE's DAY to all my beloved readers.

CNY's day one.

Location: Beloved homey! While waiting for sisters.

At Granny's homey! (:

All the cousins (:

End of CNY's day one, more to upload but lazy to >: hahaha.

CNY's day two.

Location: Cab, on our way.

On our way back homey!

End of the CNY's day two :D HAHAHAHAHA.

Others.

Location: Friend's place.

I'm not vain okay! HAHAHA.

Been so long since i last take picture already hor. Hehe

We with baby princess ^^V.

Gonna rest already, goodnight.

Reunion Dinner

2010-02-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's day to all (:

Had Reunion Dinner at Granny's place, got home early and preparing for tomorrow.

Honestly say, i don't feel excited nor anxious awaiting to collect red packets, gamble and so this year.

But doesn't mean i'll distribute my red packets hor, haha.

And This feeling is totally ):<

A lot of things are running thru my mind, and i really mean A LOT.

The Job i'm gonna work hard for it,

The course i wanna study i'm gonna work hard for it and

a lot a lot more than ever you can think.

Yes, true at this age i should be studying and not working but, okay whatever.

Another hour plus will be CNY already, lets put everything aside and talk it out soon okay dokey!

Have a great day tomorrow and wish everyone collect many many red packets and win a lot a lot of $$.

Plenty of love, tonight's gonna be a good, good night :D

Life

2010-02-12T11:03:00.002+08:00

There was a girl who doesn't know what's love until a guy broke her's heart.

Edited @ 12.30pm.
Just got home from sunplaza, got groceries, contact lense, lunch and shampoo alone!
I was killed by the weather and whats more i was carried big and small bags of things!
Felt pity for the maid who walked infront of me, her hands double bags of mine >: so tiring you know.
Anyway, going rest for half an hour and prepare for work at 4pm :)
See ya!

Ps:/ Tragic story compare to your(s).

Love?

2010-02-11T20:06:00.001+08:00

YAY! I've finally went to trim my Crayon Shinchan's eyebrow, hahahahaha.

So what's now? Mum did spring cleaning while me busy working and sleeping.

Been feeling real tired and aches everywhere ):< guess probably work too many hours.

And my mense delayed, stupid, not working! Please come now and in order to make it before chinese new year, i ate a lot of pineapple tarts just now! >: fml.

Working tomorrow at 4pm-10pm, confirm 100% pork chop sure delay till 10.30pm or perhaps longer! Ugh.

And went visited princess and Renata two days ago, cute baby girl :)

Gonna rest now, BYBYE.

Love me, world.

Ps:/ Autumn's concerto teach me a lot, awesome show

Be right back

2010-02-07T03:06:00.000+08:00

The Autumn's concerto

This is an awesome and super sad show.

You know you'll love it.

Well, i'm a happy girl yesterday, a sad girl today and a lonely girl for the following days.

You know what!

I'm gonna have steamboat tomorrow at homey ^^V!

And i'm happy because i can have golden mushrooms, crabmeats, fish balls and so.

Most importantly, mummy will cook CRABS! -drooling.

Gonna shop with mummy tomorrow morning at NTUC/FAIR PRICE or whatsoever thats selling CNY's stuffs, tibits and so. Yes, i'm going there to get all the sweets and snacks tomorrow!

I'm sorry, i gotta go because i'm watching concerto now, exciting part.

Boo

2010-02-05T15:49:00.000+08:00

going work now, byebye

A wife's a husband treasure

2010-02-04T19:34:00.002+08:00

Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

Love is simple and sweet yet fear complicates it.

P/s: Autumn's concerto is awesome! (Y)

I love them

2010-02-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

Will promise to blog very soon okay dokey!
I needs to get contact lense and do eyebrow threading before new year! Aw.
Working tomorrow and far east on friday, catch me if you can. AHAHAHAHA, goodnight.

I'ma happy girl, today

2010-02-03T20:58:00.001+08:00

Because shopping cure broken heart lol, nah my heart was already broken and never a way to mend it (: sounds emo uh.

Today is a lucky and tiring day (: my phone died on me this evening and mama doing big business, business woman HAHA.

First stop, accompained mama to do her hair and nicely done, mama's fashionable (Y) i had hair trim and did a relax wave (: look much more mature, not bad though.

Not very clear but i think its really not bad.

It's easy, you can do it at home too therefore don't have to waste money to go salon for it :)

I can, so you guys too.

Sometimes we gotta change a hair style for the day.

Next time, Junction 8 and i got paul frauk iphone jacket for sister and mama paid for it :)

Amk Hub aftermath.

I'm oh so gonna get a flower dress from muymuy, pretty fitting and nice.

Check please bank in my money quick, ugh lol.

Bought new product for face,

Okay, its my fault to on the flash so the outcome looks too bright >: whatever lor!

Got these four for 15.90$

Cheap doesn't mean not good >:

Nah, don't know if this product is good but hmm give it a try, hopefully doesn't kill my face! CHOY.

And haha as you can see, i'm on facebook. -insert shy face.

And i got a platform shoe, aw super love it ^^V.

Ignore my ugly face, please!

Spot the shoe, way too cute!
I was damn lucky to own the last new piece :) thats explain why is it a lucky day.

Got it from mondo, on sales on sales, one for 19.90 and 2nd pic for 10$. HAHAHAHA.

I don't care if its cheap or ex as long as its comfortable!

Well, i'm so nice to share what i'd bought today and i'm famished now, gonna grab these

Are you drooling or these two ain't your favourite? >:

Well, but sad to say its mine. HAHA.

I know i'm super lame lah, whatever.

And my room look pretty messy so í gotta ciao first!

Update very soon, with love.

I know i can

2010-02-02T13:07:00.000+08:00

I think i'm little tired of holding on with both hands, putting much effort and so.

Am i really very silly/stupid or naive? Should i let go of something which might not be possible to happen.

A lot of things happening, its stress me out seriously.

I wish to dump my phone, my soul away for a moment and i know i can.

It's just the matter of time.

p/s: i think i look like chinaman sia, will upload a proper picture tonight kk HAHA.

Headache is killing me >:

2010-01-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

My headache is killing me my dear >; i'm down with fever and my stomach is hurting me right now!
Will be back tomorrow with my bangs! Goodnight and have a good sleep, people <3

I'll move on

2010-01-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

Will be back very soon with my new fringe, bangs!

You know you miss me.

Have a great day ahead <3

Too hungry

2010-01-28T05:31:00.002+08:00

I want to blog like seriously but i'm too hungry so excuses me! HAHA

Pray hard.

2010-01-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

No comment from anybody, nice one! >: boo, i shall decide myself then!
I'm a person who always jump into conclusion when i don't have a clear explanation therefore i hope i don't hurt anyone with my message.
I'M SO EMO NOW ADAYS, OH MY DEAR GOD ):< please turn me back, quick quick!

Back on earth.

2010-01-26T03:41:00.002+08:00

Hi all, i'm back on earth lol ^^
Well, i'll do a proper update very soon okay!
Anyway, i'm thinking of if i should cut my fringe to bangs or stay like this! Comment please.

Clear enough? HAHA.

Goodnight all. <3

They love me

2010-01-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'm heading out alone now, to a place i can talk and share my burden to.

Goodbye.

When there's nothing i can do anymore.

2010-01-22T01:03:00.003+08:00

Edited.
As day by day, whenever i saw any updates of you, my mind ran wild for minutes and went blank.
Yeah, J left just like that.
And i'm just back from bean curd city, had soya bean with qibin HAHA so awkward lah. Supposedly we were talking about jobs, his cute doggie and out of sudden, FOODS! So he suggested to have bean curd because he was craving for it so being kind-hearted me, accompanied him! If only his dog was awake but nah she's sleeping soundly.
Gonna do mask before i tuck myself to bed, this time round nobody gonna put whitening cream for me, sing song and tuck me to bed. That's what he used to said and i don't know if Jolin knows i need him badly like i always do. Yes, i'm contented with all these words and little things he did. All these gonna be memories, a good one i supposed? :) goodnight.
And thanks god tomorrow is friday, i wanna go out! Rest well, everyone. <3!

(Image removed)

Scary enough, ahhhhh!

HAHA.

Hopefully you guys won't have nightmares.

My mum was scared by me and she asked me not to smile but i can't resist and i laughed so my mask moved and i think i look scary hereeeeee!

Dreaming

2010-01-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

Oh anyway, i'm very hungry now and i'll take a picture of my pathetic mole very soon, HAHA.
I'm like a pathetic baby who's jobless now and everyone's like helping me HAHA, i went in to few shops and tried yesterday and what they responded to me was just, i'll ask my boss/manager and whoever in charge to call you back, so hopefully my phone will ring in a sec HAHA.
At home idly is not bad provided money drop from the sky and which i'm DREAMING, seriously! Byebye, day-dreaming queen going search for FOODS.

The same path.

2010-01-21T10:50:00.000+08:00

Oh anyway, i just had this two days ago for supper and yesterday for breakfast.

I was so pissed off at first but after received its called an hour later, everything was okay HAHA.

It was definitely not from J, never will be again i guess.

Met Amy cousin with our mummy tagged along to shop yesterday!

Just got a bandage in the end, hahahaha! -pang!

No photos taken, just a fun, enjoyable and tiring day :)

Love mummy so much.

Ciao!

Oh and i had a packet of sweet too :)

Question marks

2010-01-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

Can anyone tell me what are friends for?

Did a reseach from yahoo.

You choose your friends, not your family -

and for many today, the former have become the most important people in their lives. But are you sure your friends really like you as much as you like them?

And how do you know they will still be around in five years' time?

Hmm, true? Maybe.

Can't be bothered anymore, seriously.

We share the joy, the sadness and chat almost everything but we don't understand each other, not at all.

This is called pure friends?

P/s: My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.

Baby, that's the best of me.

2010-01-18T23:02:00.012+08:00

Never explain because my friend don't need it, they will feel it, understand it and my enemy don't believe it anyway, so why there's a need to explain.
Well, it's only 10am in the morning ):< tell me what can i do for the rest of my time.
I've so many things not yet settle, buy and i wanna catch my ex.
Who wanna catch it with me? Renata is already out >:
Quick call me out for movies but provided i've the money HAHAHA!

Randomly,
I only hope that's someone who i can turn to when i cry till so badly, just listen to what i wanna whine because nothing could hit into my head at that point of time.
And i realised sometimes cry doesn't help any, should make use of the time to think of something better to do, better idea to make things better.
This is what you taught me, so is it too late to realise?

Edited.
I take in everyone's words but just let me be, nothing i can do neither you all.
Watching me dead in the end and i'm trying not to bother so much now.

I need to getaway!

2010-01-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

I'm super sad >:( now because of my moly mole lol, my face disfigure already and nobody nobody want me.

Whoever happen to read my blog please intro job to me okay, i'm jobless now! And i know who you people are ^^ haha, scares already uh LOL.

And i'm craving for this,

since yesterday! Any kind-soul/hearted people can get me this NOW!?

I'll love you very much, haha.

But p/s: i still love that kuku bird the most :)

Renata sure fainted when she see this but I DON'T CARE.

And he won't be reading my blog anyway, @#$^%$&^%^&!

Goodbye.

I'm just wasting my life away, at home rotting.

You all doesn't wanto see my blog without any pictures, no?

Then get me a Job and i'll snap snap as many as when i've money to shop shop lol.

Text books giving away for free!

2010-01-18T13:44:00.000+08:00

Who needs secondary text books, please email or comment me. One books for $2 HAHA, nah just pulling your legs. I'm giving away for free, get back to me like asap if anyone need.
Packing my room now and mummy is cooking maggie for me, byebye.

It's complicated.

2010-01-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

Life is so complicated when i can't catch the movie it's complicated LOL.
Yes, i'm gonna kill eleena for that! She's sucha complicated person who i can't comprehend what's on her mind HAHA.
But anyway, so we had a $1 for 5mins massage at safra and damn nice one, i've to went around begging people for an exchange of 2 $1 coins when that siao zha bor insist to sit yet not me, she's so not independent, shy here shy there like as if she want to go for match make!

So hungry now,

byebye!

Time is running

2010-01-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

After we had our BLACK SAUCE with chilli wanton mee located at FEP!

Then it's time for Frolick! ^^

Lastly, gloria jean!

Gonna catch it's complicated with eleena later on at....... not sure yet, laughs.

BYEBYE!

Complicated.

2010-01-16T02:53:00.000+08:00

Photos will be upload tomorrow and ugh i just had black sauce with chilli for dinner today, i can't eat black sauce, wtffffffffffffffff >:(!
Gonna to mask before tuck myself to bed, goodnight.

P/s: i miss you very much.

Insert whatever you want.

2010-01-15T15:30:00.001+08:00

I'm off to town, catch me and my babes at orchard! ^^

You can see my mole is getting more obvious now because healing in process.

Enjoy your day! <3

I'm not your type of girl.

2010-01-15T05:19:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna learn another new piece of music ( canon in d ) very soon like later on :) Woke up at 3.30am just to note down the notes in a piece of paper and heading Renata's place for a session :) can't wait! Am so hardworking lol.
Anyway, Monfae's watches are in a promotion, click my advertisment right on top to see more details, Evil laugh ^^. Whatever lohhhhhhhh.

Piano.

2010-01-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Just learnt how to played a piece of music today! ^^V wanna learn more, gogogo!
And I'm so noob at blogger! I wanna put Pachelbel Canon (Piano) here to share with you all but i don't know how to ):< ughhhhhh, a very nice, relax piece of music! Well, forget it man. Shall learn and play for you guys haha.
Well, i wanted to do mask right now or before i tuck myself to bed but my mole seems no better so can't, have to wait for 2 weeks, boohoo!
Town tomorrow instead of today, catch me at orchard (hopefully my mole gets better)! laughs.
Goodnight <3

Click on my ads before i get angry!

2010-01-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

I'd just removed the extra mole on my face, was encourage by my friends because they just wanna see i perform lol. It's painful but for a second only :) next, gonna do eyebrow threading very soon like tomorrow? Hopefully. I don't think i'm gonna rebond my hair because it's not a need when my hair condition is still alright now so save money save money lol. Hitting town tomorrow to get my bandage and chill with my girlfriends, catch me at town! ^^ goodnight.

I love you

2010-01-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry to all my girlfriends/friends who always be there supporting me, i just wanna say i can't hate him and probably will never in my life. I don't wanna say this is true love because i'm only 18 this year but i can truely say for whatever he did, i'll always forgive, for whatever i gave, i never looked for any in return. It's okay if he doesn't love me at all, i love him very much. Waiting will never be an issue to me even if there's nothing in return.

P/s: Deeply love by someone gives you strength, love someone deeply gives you courage.

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2010-01-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

LASTLY, DON'T FORGET TO CLICK ON MY ADS. LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH, MUACKS MUACKS.

Supper tonight?

2010-01-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

I'm going to have supper tonight with pretty babes, you?
And now i'm thinking,
I'm very determine to take up prac after the clock hit 12am, laughs that's too exaggerating man! But now i doubt i'm able to because i've yet to found a JOB, so difficult too tsktsk, oh please put the blame on myself lol :)
If lets say i got a job by then, i'll get my pay and the very first thing i wanna do is go for a holiday trip to bangkok and it'll be during chinese new year, hopefully is a successful one lah, haha. Thinking of shopping, my mind gone wild lol and i can't wait to get my last pay from the previous job and get the bandage skirt from fep, tsktsk they're so slow! I'm now totally bankrupt man lol, not even ten cents, believe believe? HA.
Going prepare soon, byebye.

I just wish i can turn my back to you, NOW!

Lessons learnt

2010-01-12T02:00:00.001+08:00

Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he/she has overcome.
Many things i'd gone thru make me a better and a stronger person :)
And there's many more things for me to face in the future, brace up huifang.
Head is aching now and at the same time, i'm as hungry as a wolf, goodnight, plenty of love!

I've grown up

2010-01-12T01:28:00.017+08:00

I love to chat with people who have lots of experience, who gone thru so many ups and down in their life and it'll be great if they share it with me.
I've absorp many advices from people who are older than me 4 years and so, i feel very comfortable chatting with them. Thank you very much, Renata's mummy and Sister :)
I don't know how to express myself, i don't know how to communicate with people because i'm shy to take the initative to talk. I don't know how to socialise with people whom i don't know but i know i love making friends :)
I've learnt so many things, i've realised so much that now i know i needa work hard for my future but most importantly enjoy the process. I've set my goal and i need, must aim for it.
I needa untangle the knot inside my heart asap, i've not much time left to think so much about those unnecessary things because there are so many things for me to do, laziness must never pull me down. Waste a day at home equivalen to wasting 24 hours of your life. We have to make use of the 24 hours to find a job, to do some useful things.
There are so many things i wanna pen down but my english language pull me down, laughs.
I just wanna get over it and stop thinking so much, so pointless.
Goodnighty people, hope you guys have a good sleep, tomorrow will be a better day.
And please do share with me what's troubling you all :) I'll be the best listener and perhaps adviser.

We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh.

2010-01-11T06:23:00.003+08:00

People must be wondering what'd happened to me, i love all my readers who care and concern about me. I don't think they're Kpo but instead i think you all really love me alot, HAHA! I don't like to an eye for an eye probably because i read too much about jesus? Nah, i just believe in karma, maybe not now but in future, people who BULLY me will get their karma, HAHAHAHAHA. Wanna know more about me, add me at my msn which is just right below ABOUT ME on the left! :D

Oh well, I can't wait for my birthday to arrive like seriously.
The very first thing to do is that, i'm gonna get a car lisence and interview for airline, party with sisters and earn money because i doubt i will continue my studies ): i don't know man! My life is so complicated now so as for now, i just need to chill myself :) and i wanna thanks vivian just now, love you to the max! Yeah, like i said sometimes you gotta chill/relax yourself before do/say whatever things =) hope life for you guys will be good though there's up and down, as long as you stand firmly, nothing gonna beat you down!
And,
I live for my family members, i live for myself, i live for my bff and i don't live for any passerby who stepped into my life and left as when they wanto, perhaps one day that particular passerby might turn into someone who is part of my life :) i can't predict my future, i've no idea who will be the one holding my hands and walk with me for the rest of my life, yes i'm thinking so far now, i can't take one step at a time, i only know that i needa plan for my future, i can't sit down and think yet not do anything to it. All i wanna do is just earn money, take up practical need sums of money, mum and dad are getting older each day, its time to work hard and give them good life. This world full of lies, it's best to only believe yourself. Mark my words :)

Randomly,
Gona thru many things last year and i don't know what will be happen this year ): maybe the rest of my life will a bad one? Hmmm, this is me, a pessimistic person who always think of the negative ways better than to fall deeply with great disappointment in the end haha.
Yeah and now i could hardly comprehend what guys are thinking. If there's a chance to rebirth, i'll entrust myself to my lovely faithful daddy, hehehe.
I think i'm the most silly and stupid girl in this world who can tolerate what'd been happening and just forgive everything like as if there's nothing happened. In my mind, i just think that it's all purely my fault who started saying something like i think i got your answer, goodluck and all the best when there's actually nothing happen. Till now, my heart stays and believe you, believe whatever you said, i don't know if its true but i choose to believe you. I don't care what other people says, gossip about, i really dont care so much about them, about how the way they look at me, pointing at me saying how stupid i am, lost girl's pride and woo a guy because i don't see there's anything wrong to woo the guy we love, no? I'm not refering to anyone out there, its just what i'm feeling right now, feel like pen it all down.
I'm getting way to emo seriously, i just wanna stop all these and live happily, i don't know if i'm able to but i promise i'll try my best :) As long as i know i've tried my best, i've put in my effort perhaps too much and causes so hard for me to get out. As long as i still can hang on, i'll never wanto give up despite how heart broken i'm now, crying like an idiot during night just to get myself to bed, i just wanna pursuit my happiness or maybe i've yet to explore the world. Hmm i don't know, i'll miss you and i'll love you forever ( Vivian teo quote :) ) A lot of things are just so hard to say, i don't wanna assume anything, i just believe what i see in my own eye. I don't wanna say so much down here, i'm trying myself to forget everything and lastly i choose to believe you, no matter what.
Goodnight, time is up.

Webby

2010-01-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

Check it out our -just wake up face!

CUTE RIGHT! ^^V.

BYEBYE.

As long as you're with me.

2010-01-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

Goodmorning, monkey donkey and everyone :) lol.
I'm just pretty upset so i got up so early today than usual while eleena is sleeping like an elephant still!
And my phone died on me ):):):): cannot contact anybody, i don't wish to either. Why? For me to know and for you to find out.
A lot of things running about in my mind, again. Big sigh!

True love begins only when nothing is looked for in return.

2010-01-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

Please guess why did i used my hand and pointed at my nose.

Not trying to act please! HAHA.

I just met him 2days ago and he really damn cute to the max!

But he ignored me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, ugh.

Byebye going yishun for dinner with my girlfriends.

love is being stupid together.

2010-01-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

This is awesome, no? =)

Credit to RenataOng Mama.

Lazy to post already, HAHAHAHAHA.

Goodnight.

P/s: Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars.

Don't die on me.

2010-01-07T03:54:00.000+08:00

Baby Denise and Cutie Me, HAHA!

My mind is at an ease now yet feeling disappointed at the same time,

because you know i want you back but somehow i think it's not worth it.

Anyway, thanks Renata for the day! :)

She accompained me thru out the whole day.

Hopefully nothing gonna be happen out of sudden in few months time,

Renata know, i know :)

I'm hungry now, as always ):

and feel like puking every after i ate, ugh.

Goodnight,

I miss you, inside my heart.

Just another passerby.

2010-01-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

Flash back and think, in a relationship there's nothing wrong or right.
For like an example, if your bf have a scandel then what can you do? Nothing you can do, either a break up or continue without any trust, no?
Compare to 3 years and 3 months?
I know i shouldn't be so emotional but i can't help it, i put in too much.
And when thinking back of it,
you told me, there's no wrong or right, it's simply just misunderstanding when i knew i'm in the fault and in future i might just be fang's cry baby. C'mon, how am i not gonna believe you? And so many things you did and said, how am i not hold on tight, i used to believe you make a better person but now, not really.
But all this might just part of you, sometimes, something you said and did really hurt my feelings, you needa put yourself in my shoe and spare a thought for me.
Aiyoyo, i'm posting about this again, tsk tsk haha. The past is past, never gonna be present. As days passby, we will slowly realise =) I can't stop talking about this, there's so much things i wanna say but sometimes somethings is better to left unsaid. =)
I needa shut up before blurt everything out! byebye

Learning process

2010-01-05T01:17:00.001+08:00

Deleted the previous post because i felt guilty to neglect my readers :)
C'mon, things will get better in times, right? Aiyoyo.
Anyway, tomorrow gonna be an interesting night =) goodluck to me ^^ i've no time to waste anymore.
Goodnight, going watch tv now!

Just wanna be happy.

2010-01-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

I just wanna stay happy like this,

Wanna get angry as when i want.

And never cry unnecessarily for any guy.

My heart drained, my heart is numb,

my heart told me not to love anyone, never trust anyone anymore.

Love is just so pointless to me,

Or perhaps this is my life.

Shall accept the fate then.

Take it easy, take it as part of growing up.

Huifang is a strong girl =)

Thanks to people who always be there for me.

I don't know what'd happen but what i know is that, its the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings and therefore i always sent you such irriating message to get an answer.

BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL THE SENSE OF SECURITY.

But anyway, since things are like this now then i shall spell goodbye.

I hope there's this one day you happen to read my blog and understand why.

Everyday is a new experience and a learning process,

in future we might just bump onto each other again =)

If you think missing me is hard, then you should try missing you.

Oh well,

i'm gonna hunt for Job later on with Kailing.

Wanna give Mummy and Daddy a good life in future

And planning to BKK trip with kailing :D

Get lots of stuffs back and can't wait for my birthday to arrive.

Update tonight!

Hi my sweetheart ep10!

Ugly ducking.

2010-01-02T09:14:00.001+08:00

I look like this without makeup

Smile without showing out my teeth.

Smile showing my teeth and Smile real wide!

HAHA.

So this is me without any makeup on, not even contact lens wore.

Not really horrible what right! ^^ I don't deny my eye is small!!!!! lolol.

This is how i look with my spec on.

Yes, i know it look SO kiddy, this was taken few years back okay!!!!

HAHAHA! Look damn stupid, i know i know!

Cute okay, LOL.

And so this is how i look with light make up,

More lively and presentable now,

Not really much difference what,

haha just consoling myself!

WHATEVER LOR!

Goodbyebyebye.